I am the most optimistic pessimist you will ever meet. Meaning, in a situation I will most likely expect the worst to happen. I think that if you expect the worst, if even something small yet good happens you have a reason to be happy, but if the worst does happen you can’t be disappointed. But I add the ‘optimistic’ because deep down, I’m always hoping for something amazing to happen. Majority of the time I am pretty optimistic! I can’t lie – God is awesome and has a plan like no other for His Children. I like the quote ”Hope for the best and expect the worst, because life’s not a movie, it’s all unrehearsed.” (Optimistic pessimist from Paramore song as well and seemed fitting). Other than that, I’m just a 24-year-old life long learner. Currently I have a passion to learn Spanish, ever since I was a kid I wanted to learn this language. I had family that can speak it here and there and I was the outsider. Being Canadian I know I should be fluent in French – but sadly that is not the case. So that is one of my goals.

Having more time has given me the opportunity to do things that I love doing – like learning a new language, reading for fun, watching television, movies! I love it.

Over the past year, I’ve learned that mistakes can actually make your life better! We live in a flawed world, so we’ve got to make the most of these imperfections. Today I had an excellent reminder on how my mistakes have improved my life….but that’s for a LIVEJOURNAL post…for a another day.

I’m glad I can use this space to share my writings to the world, and hopefully make my life more bearable for me to understand – and how I can share my experiences to those I converse with.

let’s ignore eachother and pretend the other doesnt exist.but deep down, we know it wasnt supposed to go like this